Hot cold hands & feet

The main difficulty in portraying the human figure is that we carry in our mind very strong representations of preconceived symbols, and every time we program ourselves to draw a hand, face or the human body, these symbols come to our mind and we end up falling into these symbolic representations.
I feel like exercising my stare. To identify the forms and thus recognize my own identity.
The human body is always the same.
I enjoy observing it emotionally, alive, pulsating.